Monday, August 30, 2004

Where are we?

Just drifting? Just waiting? Just praying?
Always moving, always doing what is expected, always going through the motions...

The incense brings a fog of clarity [ is that possible? Well it brings with the cloud a feeling ]... Ah, that is what one should be doing.... Accepting, adjusting, but yet atrophied over what you cannot seem to change...

Everything seems destructive. BUT, keep Milarepa in mind! Don't give up. This man was willing. Each moment of discouragement brings the Dalai Lama back in the mind... " Ahh, that has been a problem for me."
I can't escape so easily.
Tara is here to help.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Lake Born Vajra

Been practicing Lake Born Vajra
for two weeks now
continuous mantra
around a redish white HRI

Om Ah Hung Vajra Guru Padma Tro Treng Tsal Vajra Samaya Dza Siddhi Pali Hung Ah

Sometimes everything is a gilded rainbow
Sometimes dog shit between the toes

Sweet Onion

no guru
no method
no teacher

thats what Van said..
and some old patriarch
dead in Japan said.....

Traffic and stop light
George W and his elongated continuous lie..

Trout Fishing In America
and J. Lo's sweet onion..

Even this is not real